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what am i?

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by Theshreks, Jul 2, 2015.

  1. Theshreks

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    Now I know you can't tell me what I am but if you had to guess? OK well let's start. I've always assumed I was straight all .you life, There were indicators that I wasn't. I mean I was like 12 grabbing girl's butts (could've gotten in trouble for that), I was having fantasies about teachers and getting boners from said teachers and female students. It was like that until about 15. That's when it started.

    Right before I had this huge crush on this that a boyfriend already. Classic I know but it messed with for like a month or something. One day I decided to watch gay porn for whatever reason and liked it. I thought OK well I'm straight but like gay porn no biggie. But as time went on and I watched I started to wonder how straight I really was.

    Before I had a history of obsessions and figures that this new gay thing was one of those so I tired to treat it that way. It hasn't worked. I thought I should I test to see what I was by sexting with a female friend. Things were said and pics were sent. I thought vaginas look kinda weird but I was turned on anyway. Unfortunately we don't talk anymore because I was just using her for sex but she wanted more.

    I figure I'm bi but in not sure. I was with on our way to go see a friend I hadn't seen in three years or something. I saw him and I got nervous, I felt a little uneasy and hot I guess? Like anxiety kind of. Then a week later I was at the same friend's graduation party and there was this girl. She was so fucking cute I could believe she was real. She had these light brown like hazel eyes, and the best lips I've ever seen, just like real plump. She looked over to me to explain the rules of this game we were playing and I blown away. Like I stared at her for the rest of the game. I looked her up and down.

    I looked down and she had these super small cute feet. I don't even like feet! I still have no idea who she was but I think she's like my friend's cousin or something. Sometimes I see guys and get a little flustered I won't lie. I see the attention they get from girls and it's like I agree with the girls but I also want to be him. That makes sense right? It's mostly guys with beards. I never look at guys like I want to fuck em or anything. I do think about sucking dick tho. I've sexted with guys before and liked it. Things I think and do lead me believe I'm not straight but completely not gay.

    I rambled a little so just ask questions for more clear answers.
     
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    I'd say you're homosexual but heteroromantic.
     
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    Yeah, what you are seeing when you see a hot woman, is an aesthetic attraction, not a sexual response it sounds like. This can be confusing because many women are extremely beautiful. In fact, I'd say women can be more appealing to the eye and stunning than men.. I think most people would agree. Not all gay men are interested in anal sex either. Many gay guys only enjoy sucking dick. You sound gay/heteroromantic
     
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    Ok. i've been on here for about two years but with different accounts and have gotten various answers. bi, straight but curious, gay. I don't even really know sometimes. What you guys said pretty much what i knew already. I don't really guys in a romantic tho. not because i think its gross or i'm not comfortable with it yet my mind just don't go there. so could i say i'm bi? i'm just more comfortable with that label.

    yeah no there's no psychical sexual response with girls. there hasn't been for like a year i guess. i think about how cool it would be and i think i'd like if i did it but yeah no psychical response.
     
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    How old are you?

    Also, I think it's because you haven't had a sexual experience with a guy, you haven't went on a date or cuddled with a guy that you probably can't imagine yourself being with a guy in a romantic setting. This world is new for you, and it doesn't sound to me like you are 100 percent comfortable with being gay. Try to find a guy you think is good looking and imagine being with him in the full sense of it. Typically we are inclined to be romantic with those who make us feel good sexually. They go hand in hand. Usually there is a underlying reason to why someone may avoid relationships. Lastly, use spellcheck lol
     
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    I just turned 18 and I've questioning since I was 15. No I'm comfortable with being gay because I don't think I am. I mean heteroromantic homosexual? Is that just bi? Just say gay or bi its so much easier.

    Being with a guy all the way? Yeah I guess I could go there. I like to imagine when I'm hanging out with guy friends to imagine it's date just to test the waters but it's just feels kinda me you know? Maybe it's not the best to figure that out?
     
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