Please I want to get this over with!

1. So first I thought I was straight, I had crushes with girls that never amounted to anything and when through the whole pathetic lover boy thing.

2. Then when I was around 15 I started having dream about guys, started looking at guys more and found out there was a reason I always like male characters more than female ones. I was gay. As do course I when through the whole disbelief,denial, depression thing and eventually got over it and now embrace. Not that I have come out yet but my inner-self accept it and that enough for now.

3. So now 15 to 20 my belief is that I'm gay, I had crushes with boys that never amounted to anything and when through the whole pathetic lover boy thing... again.

So why am I beginning to look at women again! after five years of practically ignoring them,( OK not ignore I did had a hot date for prom) romantically and sexually, but now( OK not just now) I'm finding the though of sex with them incredibly hot. Mind you if you were to give me a choice of what sex my first partner would be my choice would be male but come on I spent a lot of time in my early teen thinking that maybe I was bi and could ignore my gay side so I force myself to look at straight porn only, so why now that I accepted that I'm gay and stop looking at straight porn am I finding my way back to it!. not that I don't find gay porn good, I mean if you saw my porn collection it would render all question about my sexuality null and void, I like men that is a fact but now sometimes I'm even watching straight porn instead of gay and freaking throwing me off.

so Question is am I gay or bisexual?:bang:
please if I ever do come out I want to get it right.

 

well it would have to be a guy because I find them a lot more attractive than women but I still have an attraction to women, even though the level of attractions can't be compare to the one I have for men does that still make me a bisexual?