Insecure

What you think?

 

I think it would make you feel better to just openly talk to him about it, rather than trying out stuff with girls. Maybe tell him that you are bisexual, if you haven't yet and if you're comfortable with it ofc, and also just trust in yourself. If your insecurity is that you fear you won't feel for him as strongly because of girls or if you can't control your feelings, you could either trust in yourself to stay as dedicated to him and you want to be, or take a break and try to understand yourself. Hope this is helpful :/

 

So him is still here talk darling talk see what person is he what is he what he thinks about everything don't be confused why to be insecure?Think what deeply you want and want to do.You scared you wont see him the same?Or its something else

 

You should see whats gonna happen try but with him i dont know what to tell you like you said after so many great moments yes it is strange not to look him who was with you everyday but you should do what you feel and probably try not to lose him completely because you are going to experiment you do not know what is gonna happen and how would you feel after everything he is not next to you Looks like he is not no one to you babe :/

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And so much love and attraction for eachother i dont think will disapear but in the and its up in your head and heart do you really dont want him?Because you said you are going to experiment you dont know whats gonna happen and if you select guys you want him to be next to you?Its all in your heart

 

Well, Monak, if I remember correctly, you said you had already agreed on an open relationship? I suggest you make the best of that and try to find some intimacy with girls. I suggest you also keep talking to him about your feelings, like the things you don't like in your relationship. For example, you said he was a controlling person? I could see that when he reacted badly to you being into girls and trying to demean you. You should maybe tell him that he can't act like that to you. And if you can't, well... that will not be the healthiest relationship in the world to say the least :/

 

Then hes gone you lost eachother and hes trying to cope with that .

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And you will have the freedom now look on that way

 

Any time Monak, anything you're wondering about just write

 

I agree with BeckiWoopx, if you don't stand up to his accusation and controlling behaviour they may grow in size. And remember that whenever you feel like you can't escape, guilty and bad about yourself it's very likely a sign that you're being manipulated. We're here to listen so feel free to post more if you need it. (*hug*)
P.S. Don't let fear to decide your future. :icon_wink

 

Whats wrong now if you told him he probably somehow understand that and why secrets between you then :/ You should be open to one another i think.

 

Monak you are not the bad guy.

Could you please explain your situation a bit more?

The girl you had a meeting with didn't want to fight for you?

And your bf wants to leave you? Do you want to stay with him?

You're a great girl, Monak. We here at EC support you! (&&&)

Lots of love ~

 

Finish it he is angry on you,you are angry on him thats it finish and everyone with their own path Anyway you dont have feelings for him so much like you had so probably smething changed these days and he is getting nervous about everything so yeah you probably had good times probably bad times but everything has an end.