Kinsey results and my thoughts

So, I have decided to get out of the welcome section and post a more thorough description of what has been going through my mind. I have known for a long time that I have had an attraction to girls. I was perfectly fine with that and I still find women to be very, very attractive and increasingly beautiful. However, I have also known from a very young age that I was different than my peers. Finally, I realized that I also have a very strong attraction to the same sex.

I have kept that hidden due to reasons I may discuss elsewhere on the site, but only recently did I open myself up to new possibilities that I realized that my attraction to boys was much stronger than my attraction to girls. I was scared because I knew that I could be attracted to them both, and that really messed with my mind. I wanted to be able to undoubtedly say whether I was straight or whether gay, and I couldn't. I wished so much that I could tell my friends that I was gay, but I couldn't because I was being drawn toward a few girls in my graduating class. I wanted to deny that I could be bisexual, because then I would know what gender the person I fell in live with would be.

I recently took the test for the Kinsey Scale (correct me if that is not the name of it), and I received my results. My results stated that I am predominantly homosexual, incidentally heterosexual. This result feels...right, and although I feel as though my sexuality fluctuates on certain occasions, this description makes sense to me. It means I'm bisexual with a preference for men, right? I feel as though it describes how I feel pretty well, and actually, I feel a little better.

Weirdly, I feel as though I'm on the right track to finding out more about myself. Maybe, given some time, I can come out to some of my close friends. Of course, I need some more time to think, but I am feeling much better than I was only a week ago.

-Bray