It's now been about a month since I cut contact with the gay dating community after my breakdown. I feel pretty good, I'm keeping out of it. I haven't had many gay urges since the breakdown, which I'm taking as a good sign. I'm on some new antipsychotic, my doctor told me I have UD (undifferentiated) schizophrenia and he's steadily increasing the dosage which is not only suppressing my psychoses and homosexual urges but my entire libido as well-- which is really something I couldn't be more thankful for. I've always wanted to be able to suppress all sexual desire and this pill, Lurasidone, really seems to be doing the trick. Of course I don't tell my doctor much about my sexuality issues, the medicine is used to treat my paranoia and works as a mood stabilizer, but yeah, I have to say I'm feeling a lot better.
