I met a woman who's quite a bit older than me. I was somewhat attracted to her at first, but I quickly suppressed my attraction to her. Mainly because I found my attraction to her inappropriate. I still talk to her twice a week, but I don't have the same feelings that I used to have. I seem to have trouble getting her out of my head after I talk to her. Is that a sign of lingering attraction or something else?
Ok...first, yeah, it sounds like you're in a bit of denial here, or you wouldn't even have posted this thread. But second, if your attraction to her is inappropriate and you won't let it go anywhere, then why does it matter?
I don't like it when people have inappropriate attractions to me, so I follow the golden rule. For a while I thought my attraction naturally faded because of seeing her with her kids. The only reason I think it's denial is because I tend to suppress attraction and I have trouble getting her out of my head after I meet up with her.
