So here it goes, I am not entirely sure if I'm bi or straight. I feel like as if sexually I am bi however romantically I have so far only been attracted to the opposite sex. I think this because when I was pretty young, me and my best-friend at the time had lots of sleep-overs and whenever she came to my place for a sleepover we'd have to share the bed. Usually, whenever we shared the bed, we'd have a full-on makeout session while kissing eachother's neck and she'd be on top of me while we were both naked and we'd basically re-enact sex (we didn't get into eachother's vaginas though). At the time, I loved the feeling of it and that's why we did it every time she slept over. Since then, I moved and I haven't been in contact with her. For some reason I was almost in tears while writing that part, I guess it's because I've never told anyone about it before, not even friends because they'd frown down upon anything sexual and I wouldn't tell my parents because they wouldn't be too happy with me. I also find in pornography that I'm turned on by both woman and men and I often will fantasize about doing things with both genders. However, I have never felt romantically attracted to a woman. Every time I've had a 'crush' on someone, it'd be on a boy. I think it's the masculinity that makes me feel protected and what not. For now I don't really label myself as anything but it'd be nice to know what I would be categorized as if I did choose to do so.
