Hello everyone :smilewave If you know me, I'd considered myself as panromantic graysexual...until now. I've dated someone recently, and he was just my type--brunette, somewhat tall, geeky/nerdy, et cetera. I liked him, so we agreed to date. However, whenever he asked for a kiss, or mentioned any type of contact, I smiled, cringed, and changed the subject. We even talked about my adversity to kissing, or even romantic dates and hugs. Eventually, we broke it off. A few months pass. My mind often wandered to my best friend--I've known her since we were four years old. She was the first friend I've ever made. Over the years, I've thought of her as attractive...aesthetically? She's not my type at all, but nowadays, I can imagine myself kissing her, or even making love. Does this mean that I'm a demiromantic demisexual? Thank you for reading this