So hi everyone. Ive been apart of this site before but never posted. I am posting today because as the title says I am really confused and im questioning everything. I am a 23 yr old male from los angeles. For the longest time I told myself I was straight. I knew it wasnt true but I couldnt handle the truth. I guess to truly understand my dilema, i should start at the beginning. When I was in the 5th grade, I watched porn for the first time. It was also the first time I masturbated. For some reason the first video I watched was of two guys having sex. After that video, I was only watching gay porn. I probably did that all through middle school as well. Was about 4 years. Within those 4 years, I also saw my friends penises for the first time. I remember that after I saw them, I went home and masturbated to them while fingering myself. When I got into high school, all of this changed. I stopped watching gay porn and stopped masturbating to women. I started finding women attractive which led to me watching straight porn and masturbating to and dating girls. In college I watched a mixture of gay and straight porn but still dated girls. When I graduated, I began to change. I started watching more gay porn and started checking out guys. I joined another gay forum and I find myself fantasizing about having sex with all the guys i meet. I have been thinking about men and being with them. It has just really confused me and made me question what is going on. A part of me feels like I have just been compressing my true feelings and now they are coming out. But another part of me feels like it is just a phase and it will pass. I could really use ur help with trying to work through this and understand it. Thnx.:smilewave