To be honest, I'm not sure whether I'm gay, bi, or somewhere in between. Do I feel "gay" just because I didn't hang out with a lot of guys when I was little? Am I straight, or is it just societal conditioning? And it's not like I've had a lot of romantic/sexual experiences with many people, so I really can't tell. As for now, I identify as gay because that's the way I feel now. But I'm not sure if that will change, or if anything will be revealed. Can you guys help me out here? I'm just confused.
Sexuality can be complicated sometimes and fluid. I didn't have a lot guy friends growing up but I don't think that's the reason why I'm attracted sexually to guys. I feel the same way like you sometimes. The way I see it, sexuality isn't always black and white. The best thing is to just go with the flow and avoid labels (for now) if it makes you very confused.