I'm still really confused because I just don't understand what these thoughts mean... I'm only really turned on by women online but I don't think I would actually have sex with one and I definitely don't want to be in a relationship with one but I have to keep telling myself this even though like its the truth and I know, know know. I get very turned on by male bodies but also female at the same time and I've been looking up things for years like "am I bisexual, am I a lesbian?" And like some of it makes me think I am and that just makes me Even more confused but I just want this to go away please help...
You're not lesbian. That's for sure. You're probably looking at something like straight curious - low kinsey level kind of thing. Just embrace this part of you and let time tell whether you are able to have relationships with women or not.
