Is it weird to always change your sexuality label, throughout the day?

It's weird and unsettling...

Sometimes I feel bisexual, because I'm capable of loving either gender..i find guys nicer to look at visually than girls

but when I look at girls I think "wow, id really like to get to know her", and want to get close to her right away, and eventually fall for her


I can love some guys, and sometimes calling myself bi, with a preference to girls, seems to explain everything

sometimes it seems like the right label, because I don't have to feel guilty or confused if a guy turns my head, as well


but then I hear a girl, identify as gay, and some girls I know are gay's stories seem similar to mine

sometimes I want to be gay, because it takes the pressure off of me, having to date guys as well, or worry I'll spend the rest of my life with the gender I don't like as much

I feel like I really want to be part of the gay community, at times of the day it seems right, especially when I see all the commercials of girls being so sexually attracted to guys, I've never had that feeling at all, I do about girls all the time, just by fantasizing


but then I know I feel guilty if I have a crush on a guy, because I got my label wrong again...and sometimes I feel like I can't look at my guy crushes again, the same way (celeb guy crushes)

I love those celeb crush men, to the point where im like in love with them, it replaces the need for a relationship in my life


I don't know, it's pretty frustrating sometimes I think I'm bi, with a preference, and sometimes I think I'm gay.

both labels seem wrong and right at same time, im right on that fence