No one really replies to my other posts like ever...And i'm still really confused. I'll be 18 in literally a couple of weeks and like idk i've always been turned on by lesbian porn and boobs and thought that was normal and then the thought 'what if i'm a lesbian' entered my mind and I haven't been able to shake it. I've never had a crush on another girl or even felt attracted to one. But now this is all I think about and I even look at my friends and like imagine having sex with them?? Like constantly?! But I don't actually WANT to have sex with them. Like I know 100% I wanna have sex with a guy but I don't feel the same way about females? My dad said he'd know if I was anything but straight because he's been observing me for 18 years and know how obsessed with boys I can get but i'm still confused.
Women can be attractive to look at. Also, in the case of your friends, you know them, so there's a deeper emotional bond to any sort of fantasies, as opposed to a stranger. Also, many women enjoy lesbian porn as it focuses on pleasing, well, a woman's body. Ignoring some of the ridiculous sounds and positions, it can be nice to spectate, because you, having a woman's body, know what that may or may not feel like. It, in a way, is easier to relate to. So, could it be hormones? Maybe. But it could just be you discovering an aspect of yourself, and it being clouded by various feelings or surprise. There's no harm in exploring it, which may provide some clarity.
