I told him that i have intrusive thoughts and anxiety,he gave me cipralex and more ssri medication. I still feel like crap,the doubt does not go away no matter how hard i try and hor many time i check for arousal i still fear being gay . Today i checked to see if transexual porn is arousing and it is.now my fear change,i fear being attracted to transgenders.and this is much worse because when i see transgender porn i can get erect and even cum but when i see gay porn it's hard for me to even get erect..i don't know.maybe it's because i see boobs and feminine face maybe because of this it's arousing.i trully hope im not gay or bisexual :icon_sad:
Well, sex columnist Dan Savage would tell you that if your a guy attracted to trans women, that makes you straight, because trans women are women. Mostly, though, you need to try to stop "checking" your arousal, because that just feeds your compulsion and anxiety. Instead, I'd suggest finding some other, healthier, habit to do when you start feeling anxious, like taking a walk or jog. Good luck.