I am 21 years old and am questioning whether I'm straight or not. I've always loved girls since I was young enough to notice them. I've had sex with close to 30 of them and had a couple relationships. I have in the past seen gay porn and always thought it's pretty hot. Part of me just thinks that's cause of its raw intensity. Ive never done anything sexual with a guy but recently though I've been finding some guys I see attractive. I have also been having some dreams of me with guys. Like I've said I've never acted but I'm questioning it. I flip between it sounding fun and straight up disgusting. One major thing is though I've never gotten the butterflies in my stomach you get when your obsessed with somebody about a guy, but I have a ton a times about girls. That being said I have had many great friendships with guys where I think about them a lot but it doesn't seem to me to be in a sexual way. Finally, the idea of marrying a women and having kids just seems right to me. Any advice helps. Thanks.
Well hard to say but you may be just curious. And also what is important in my opinion: do you want to be with a guy? Grab his hand, kiss him or whatever? Cause orientation is not only about sex You can be "bi" atleast
