I know that I like women 100%. But what's troubling me is that I watch a lot of gay porn and i love it, I have been since I was 12 and now im still watching just as much as straight porn At the age of 18 . And I also have actually gone on ****** many times and to talked to alot of guys, some of those convos even got serrious, plus I almost met a few but I could Never "pull the trigger", yet in Person I barely get aroused by guys in person also. I don't know if I should really go out and meet someone (guy) on a date or not. Also dose this seem bisexual, I know I shouldn't label my self, but I'm just wondering what you guys think
...i'd be inclined to say it would only mean you're bisexual if you're also attracted to men in real life. it could be that you simply like the idea of it, or the mechanics of it, but couldn't go through with it beyond fantasy, or it could be that it's something that's completely uncharted territory for you, so you're rejecting or unsure about it. you could try a date, but don't lead anyone on if it doesn't work out for you. it also doesn't guarantee that you are going to be that attracted to someone you date too, which you already know. just because you're attracted to a gender doesn't mean you're attracted to every person belonging to it. at the moment, i'd say your bicurious. maybe bi. depends what conclusions you come to. i mean, you could also be straight. from experience, i think who you see yourself in a relationship with is a bigger indicator than who you get aroused by and this can take a while to figure out, especially because most people just assume they're het.
