Okay, so straight for what, 13-14 years, right? Always had a thing for cute girls (by the way, I think the word cute is used to usely to describe girls now adays, its almost used the same way you would use the word beutiful. But when I say cute, I mean kind of short, or short hair with a somehow innocent or childlike face but more perfect). Anyways, just recently I have been having imaginations about sexual activity with two of my male friends, and what really disturbs me is that I am the passive cute one in these imaginations. Oh god what has my life come to? I also read some homoerotic stories, but only when at least one of the characters is cute/feminine. I am kind of crazy, to the point where I enjoy and agree with characters that are ment to be evil and insane. For example, silence of the lambs, the tell-tale heart. So I'm wondering, is this being bi, is this my teen years, or is this just from my mentality eroding away?