ok so i think im lesbian but....the thing is i really like gay porn it turns me on but lesbian porn doesnt..neither does straight porn..im attracted to the males bodies but i would never be with one or mess around with one..ive had boyfriends before and have had sex and ewww...nah i dont like boys like that...and girls i tend to fall deeply in love with..what is this? i feel in myself like im a straight guy with bi tendencies tho im a chick and been told im a stem?? i do like my body and the fact im a girl tho i guess i think like a dude..idk tho i feel like girls are hella shady or.unloyal to eachother maybe.becuz i just recently had my heart torn to pieces by a girl..but neway lately ive been shying away from looking at girls with sexual intent and.honestly idk if id feel comfortable being with a girl body wise like sexually, or.mind wise and emotional connection with a guy so what the hell does this mean? am i like a-sexual?
I would still probably consider yourself a lesbian. Porn doesn't reflect sexuality (there are straight people who like gay porn and vice versa). You might fall under the "butch lesbian" umbrella too. Any way there's no need to worry to much about it. Sexuality is more fluid than we like to think. Love who you love and have sex when your ready. Hope this helped somewhat.
oh dear I feel very similar to you! like, ive always fallen for girls but the male body kind of attracts me although I really dont want to do anything with him. i cant help because i dont even know what I am (i certainly always thought i was asexual but sth is telling me im not and im going to find out) So if I ever find out Ill let you know maybe its helpful. I know the situation sucks. Like, you dont know if you are straight lesbian bi asexual or what. *virtual hug*. Both girls and boys go around breaking hearts by the way.
thanks for the responses, i guess for now im just trying not to think into what i am so much and just let what happens happen but at the same.time i fear ima end up alone if i keep writing everybody off guy or girl...i mean girls have just been bitches to me really and.the ones i dig are taken so.....fuk! anyway ugh idk...
