Hi everyone - or at least those of you who took a few moments to read my post. I've been straight my whole life. I love women, adore women, and get aroused by women (i should qualify this last point - aroused by certain women with lovely curves). I'm in the back-half of my 30's, so I'm pretty certain that I'm straight. But in the past 6 months, i find myself watching gay porn when I'm... well...you all know what I'm doing. I'll be honest, I get quite aroused watching certain types of gay porn. The odd thing is that i don't want to kiss a man, or be alone with a man (please forgive the following candid description), but i'm turned on by an erect (shaved) penis. It's gotten to the point where I google "shaved erect penis" images when i start to - "self complete". i've never finished a "self-completion" session watching a man, but looking at erect penis pictures and certain gay porn certainly gets me in the mood. I'm not trying to be crass, I'm simply wondering what's going on in my head. I don't think i could be alone with a man, but i'm now at a point where i'd be open to being with a man and a women - or perhaps a group situation. But at the same time, I'm wondering if I'm just going through a phase. Any advice, or comments would be welcomed. And thanks for reading through my epic thread. Much Luv
