I am not in a relationship right now. Havent been for a while. I am attracted to almost all women that are 5 years older than me or less., if they are a '5' or better. Almost all my sexual attraction is towards women. I am almost never attracted to men, but here and there I am quite attracted to one or two. Maybe 1 out of a hundred. There is one in particular I flirt with, or give the eye, or whatever. I fantasize about him a lot. On top of that, I look at gay porn, look at this site, etc. and so I have to wonder if I am bi-curious or just want to experiment or what. Or perhaps even just horny and willing to have sex with any willing partner? I actively am pursuing this one guy, but am almost never attracted to other men. The thing is he isnt really the classic good looking man--not muscular or super handsome face or anything that sets him apart from other men. Whenever I see him he is working, so only when I purchase something do I have a few moments to talk--and I make the best of it and am trying to get to know him enough to ask him out for a cup of coffee, and see where that leads. Im just wondering where this puts me? I think about him a little too much.
OK - I am going to stick my neck out on this one. You accept that you are into Gay Porn but claim hardly ever to be attracted to men. Sorry Babe but to this Gal's eyes you come across as a pretty standard 'Bi but don't want to be Bi' sort of guy. If you are at all attracted to guys then that's the way you are. Just accept it!! OK so what do you do. I think it is now up to you. You say you want to ask him for a cup of coffee. So do it!! Then you can take it from there. Whatever happens good luck with finding yourself.
