At the age of 12- 13 I was sexually aroused by men and gay porn and I would always look at men and have fantasies and now I'm older I still like men and have sexual fellings towards them and I want a relationship with them its just I'm not sure if this makes me gay?
Well, porn isn't always an accurate indicator. But being sexually aroused and having fantasies about guys makes it sound like you have attraction to guys. Depending on if you have any sexual attraction to females, you may be either bi or gay