today it loos like i don't have to say sorry ok let's get to it. i did want to talk about my sexual orientation on the same post as my coming out post it's not because i'm emarrasses about it the thing is i'm really not even out about it. i feel like people would not take me serious about it. mostly because there are some people that is apart of my life that do not know that i'm trans it's already hard enough as it is for me to explain to them about me being trans, so on... it's kinda a little hard not to bring up being trans when my sexual orietation come's in to the picture those reason's is because i'm in to guy's only. that's not even the half of it, people mostly tell's me thatit is not normal to wanta sex change and be in to men. or they just tell me that i can't be in to boy's and want to be a boy ever time i hear this people always say it's of male roles. it all sound the same to me. i feel like it's true because i honesty have never meet or near seen one with my own eye's a famous gay trans guy some times i think about it how can i be something that's not even real or most people just tell me this ''why can't you just stay a woman'' if you like men'' that's really not the point i wish it was that easy but it's not i don't really think being with a man will change the fact that i feel like a man and feel the need to have work done i feel like i could sleep with any man in the world and still want to go by male pronouns and still be a boy i'm just a little boy trap in a missunderstood world
Dont give up, I understand how you feel. I am the same way. If you know in your heart this is true to you, then it is. There are plenty of gay transmen as well