Hi everyone, I'm really confused and I think this forum may help me or someone may have the same story as me even if it's really really weird ! i was never attracted to girls in a physical and romantic way ( like Ireally don 't find girls hot when I see them but boys it's another story...) but I really fantasised about having sex with them since I was a kid !the famous stupid kinsey test was as confused as me ! I never felt in love with a woman , never find any woman attractive in real live ! i like manly features (like beard ...) I tried to kiss a woman and it was quite disgusting, ( sorry ..) ! Was all that sexual thing just fantaisy crushed by reality ? Or am I a bisexual heteromantic ?
Well it's possible. It's also possible that what you fantasize about has little to do with what you enjoy in real life. We fetishize lesbianism pretty hard here, so it makes sense for it to pop up as a highly sexualized scenario in your head. But if found kissing a woman to be disgusting (and if it was the aspect of kissing a woman as opposed to just a bad kisser...o.0) then it might just be a mental image you have as opposed to a sexual desire.
Thank you for your answer ! Yeah I rode somewhere that most women were arrosed by every porn they see ( boy on boy , straight or girl on girl ) it might explain the whiole thing too ! I don't know I didn't had those butterflies in the stomach or that nervous thing like when I brin to kiss boys, didn't have any kind of physical attraction or a crush for a girl I know ...even when I'm touched by a girl like holding Hands or a hug I feel nothing at all ! It's kind of a weird situation