(i feel sorry if i hurt or disturbe someone with my story) i`m confuse about my sexuality........ when i was a child i started getting aroused by being humiliated for some reason , the day i discover porn i jerk watching normal (Straight) i started watching sissy porn the last few year i end up watching gay/daddy porn on tumblr with the tougth of being gay , inferior and a betamale (like if being only able to cum watching men was a sort of humiliation) in the street i like to watch girls and i tried to watch men and get aroused with gay tougths but i just found to be suddenly turn off, but when in the house i cant et horny watching female porn i only become arouse while watching humiliating porn or gay porn i want to know what that heck is wrong with me ? im gay ?
noboy anwser...... even the lgbt community thinks im a weirdo...... i dont have any place in this world.....
I've found, through my own struggle with my sexuality, that the only person who can tell you that you're gay is yourself. Only you can really know what you're feeling and it might take awhile. Also, porn isn't always the best way to figure out your sexuality. The type of porn someone watches does not always match up to the sexuality. Hope that helps!
Penny T made a good point. You have to choose who you are and porn isn't a good judgment of who you are. Not sure your experiences with same sex or just a curiosity. Correct me if wrong please but you seem to have some shame with feelings for non heterosexual feelings. My environment young made me feel awful that I what I felt or did with same sex was evil or bad. Again if I'm wrong please say. You don't have to tell anyone what you feel in you because the outside thinks different. Best of wishes and thoughts!
Thanks for replying, any non heterosexual feeling contradicts my own beliefs (my family is very open) i use homosexual tougths like a sort of self punishment ........maybe i should stay a way from porn for a while.....
