I'll try to make this as short as possible as there are already so many similar threads. My first sexual interest was in girls I became interested in guys at the age of about 14 which was nutured by gay porn When I get with girls now, sometimes it does nothing for me and I physically cannot get hard, even though I can masturbate to porn featuring ONLY girls. When I get with guys, I am turned on but am always disgusted after. I am aware that this disgust could be purely a a product of my society, but even when I've decided I am gay and that I should just enjoy it and allow myself to be myself, I am still disgusted after being with a guy, to the point where I've thrown up before after leaving some guys house. On the other hand, when I get with girls and everything sexually goes well, I can enjoy spooning/cuddling etc after. I don't know what to do, as I feel like I am insufficiently attracted to girls to sustain a relationship, but insufficiently romantically attracted to guys to be happy in a gay relationship/lifestyle. Does anyone else have this?
