This is a 3 larger: I am gay and when I was younger I would look at all guys and get really horny and think there all hot but now I'm older I don't feel like that anymore Im stil intommen and want a boyfriend and husband but I'm not getting that same feeling anymore? Second thing is women have popped into my head I don't like these thoughts and imagies there sexual and I dont get it or like it because I'm not sexually attracted to women and I don't want to be with one and I don't have feelings for them we get along they make me laugh but I don't want to be with one and I don't want these thoughts on how I see guys Third thing is I know I'm gay but I never had a realisation I was in just sorta knew but most people have a realisation but I never had that so then I started to question myself and do you need to go on a finding yourself path to know your gay or can I just know.
