So I had a meal with friends at the weekend, and one of the 3 friends who came was a VERY cute bisexual female friend who I really like and fancy, we have the exact same skin-tone and hair colour and have stuff in common, she is so lovely and sweet... nothing happened although I did have a mini-panic when my other friend started chatting her up...!! (I think she liked the fact that I reacted!) At the same time, I have a massive crush on a male work colleague who I am really hoping to have a chance with sometime soon... But something that happened the day after my lunch with friends was very interesting, and I think shows more signs of suppression of gay feelings... I was masturbating, and I had a realistic vibrator beside me in bed which I have used lots of times before and have orgasmed from it, but this time I opted not to use it straight away, I ended up using the end of my hairbrush which was more external and more like I imagine oral sex to feel like... I have used both methods plenty times before, but really enjoyed it this time and did not use the vibrator at all, although I had thought I wanted it... I think it was thinking about my cute female friend that did it! I always have strong orgasms after spending time with a cute girl........
