Okay here gose I've been having thoughts about women and when I close my eyes and have fantasies about men I can't picture them clearly because they change to women and I must don't get it because I don't like women I don't want to be with one sexually and I'm FEARING it's changing the way I see men and I just want to go back to the way I was because I like men I don't like women people see women naked and get horny I see them and I'm like meh I like guys and I want to be with guys