why do I do this to myself??? I know I posted in the thread about online sites n stuff but was kind of hoping this new guy would prove me wrong, but another let down again. we met online, talked via email for about 6 months, learning about each other etc. today we met for the first time at a local kfc and came back to my place.. I always like to meet in a public place first, to see if we like each other.. any way we got back home to my place and I opened my heart and home to this guy and we werent even doing anything , just getting used to each other ,talking and then he said, I better be going, and up and left ... not an explanation.. thought I was the one normally to do that.. I know what it feels like either side.. not fun.. I have emailed him to see what happend , if it was me or something I may have said or what ever, but havent heard back... this is doing my head in.. its been over 3 years since I've done this or even had sex of any kind, I wasn't even expecting anything to happen today , just a get to know each other....fudge ...:bang::bang::bang: sorry guys, needed to let it al lout:tears:
