I'm gay I know that and accept it and I like being gay but latley I close my eyes and try to my sexual Fantasises but they turn to women and I don't like it is close my eyes to picture penise but it turns to a vigina and I don't like it I'm not attracted to women or there bodies I mean I have seen naked women they don't bother me i just don't want to have sex or be in a relationship with thrm I like guys they make me feel good always have I'm just scared if these thoughts will turn me straight help please?
More than likely, as you become more comfortable with being gay, your mind is basically playing tricks on you as your unconscious and conscious get closer to acceptance. If you don't find yourself having actual arousal thinking about women and women's parts, then I don't think you have anything to worry about.
Yes I don't get arroused thinking about them and I don't get like straight people's fascination with them I get hard watching gay porn I like guys they make me happy but yeah thinking about these things I don't get arroused by them o be honest they make me awkward and scared
