Confused, idk what's going on (much shorter post please give insights)

Okay since forever I've been having girlfriends, getting girls, sleeping with girls, fell in love with a girl that I had a 2 year relationship with from 17-19. After we broke up I was depressed and didn't know what to do or how to even attract women anymore. This past December I had a fling with a chick for 3 weeks and we'd have sex and it was all good, I liked her for a bit but eventually she annoyed me and I had to let it go.

In the midst of the last 3 years when I'd smoke weed I'd get all these thoughts of doing gay things and it kinda looked like I was attracted to men to the point where I couldn't look at them anymore because I was afraid I'd like em or something . When I met the girl in December I quit weed and the thought slowly but surely subsided but I relapsed on 3/1-3/25 and the same thing happened again. Lastly gay porn doesn't arouse me or anything, a gay fantasy will arouse me or reading something about a gay sex story will but I don't have any desire to do this. I can't see myself being in a relationship or anything with a man but something is screaming in my head that I might be gay but idk, I think bisexual might make sense , like 70/30 in the favor of women but idk, what do u guys think? I've quit weed and everything but the thoughts won't go away.

 

Well I definitely don't want to pursue anything with a guy .. I'm just worried it won't go up if I happen to be in a situation where I'm about to have sex with a girl, surely 3 months ago I was good but now I'm petrified to have just magically turned gay or something ..

---------- Post added 18th Apr 2016 at 01:14 PM ----------

It also seems like a straight fantasy won't get me aroused but one some occasions it would so idk what's going on, I have masturbated my life away for the past year and a half or so like excessively and it would be while I was high too, I'd get high and jerk many sessions and sleep and wake up and continue the cycle over and over again all day, after me and my ex broke up we tried on two occasions to have sex and it didn't happen but maybe because she left me so heartbroken my body is saying I don't need her or want her because after her in December I had a girl and things went smoothly but after that girl I had a chick she wasn't cute tbh but I was like whatever I wanna get some and her body I guess turned me off because I got hard in my pants but when we got naked it went soft and her bj wouldn't do anything for me and I was quite filled with beer after playing beer pong so idk because that was the latest sex encounter I had