I'm married to a man... and i know i love men. Ive always had guy crushes. But its so easy for me to cum when I think of a sexy and gorgeous women. While i masturbate I usually imagine that I am a man and I am having sex with her. I am a very feminine woman and i have no desire to be a male. but this all comes out when i masturbate. I love my husband and am attracted, but find myself having to sometimes think of women ...help. This is the first time ive talked about it open and i feel scared. Its actually very difficult for me to orgasm when thinking of males. Sigh.
