Ok so i am 19 male virgin never had sex with a woman and i have been raised by woman all of my life. I have always questioned my sexuality i find woman attractive, and anything oral sex turns me on but actuak penetration doesnt turn me on (male or femalw). I did have my first and only sexual encounter as a kid with a friend and although i liked receiving oral sex from him i didnt like giving it at all. I have a hard time figuring out what i am i find woman very attractive and want a family and but actual sex (nit oral) doesnt really turn me on. I am not sure if this is bc i never experienced it or maybe just nervous for my first time but i just dont get turned on by the thought of it. On the other hand i can masturbate to both gay or straight porn as long as it involves oral, now once again im nit sure if maybe it turns me on bc i actually have experienced it. I in no way would want a relationship with a man, but do find some guys attractive and same goes with oral sex, but once again i would probably only want to have a one night stand ans move on and the thought of a relationship with a man grosses me out, including holding hands or kissing compared to with woman i would want to make out and hold hand etc. help
