Is it possible to have lived for 25 years without knowing you're gay? Is it possible to have repressed any same-sex attraction (without knowing about it) during childhood and teenage years due to religious upbringing? Is it possible to have had crushes on and relationships with people of the opposite sex (mostly during teenage years), and to have had sexual problems with them, and still be gay? Is it possible to have been in love with people of the opposite sex and still be gay? Is it possible to only have had sexual experiences with people of the opposite sex and no experiences with people of the same sex and be gay (I think the thought of being with a woman makes me way more excited than thinking about sex with a man has ever made me)? God, I'm so confused right now.
