Hello, im male 23 years old. I consider myself straight (I was never attracted to men in real life) but now I´m confuse. My story: I started masturbate when i was 11, it was to pictures of women in underwear in some magazine. When I was 13 I had my first girlfriend. She was great but i got sceard by her ex boyfriend and end it. When I was 16 i went to ski trip. I thought i will make out with some girls there, but i didnt and when a went home i start thinking like: i dont like women it would be better to be gay. And i come home and started to watch gay porn and masturbated. After a weak of masturbating to gay porn i start thinking like: what are you doing man, you are not gay go out and pick up some girl finaly. I started to watch straight porn again (mostly lesbians). When i was 18 i had my second girlfriend she was great too, we had sex and everything was ok, i told her about me watching gay porn when I was 16 and she didnt care. We tried to thing with my butt and i liked it (i still do, maybe that is way gay porn and femdom turn me on) But after a year i had problem with erection and started to doub myself a went watching gay porn to be sure than I´m still straigt. But it turn me on (gay porn turn me on almost every time). I talk about it with my girlfriend and she break up with me. Than i had some one night stand with random girl. And then i found my third and last girlfriend (still together). She is the best but the scenerio repeated after a year i had problem with erection and tried to watch gay porn, and it turn me on again. So I got depresed went to psychologist and he told me that I´m not gay but i could be bisexual and send me to make some sexuology test. They gave me something on my penis and show me pictures of nude people having sex. And watched what turn me on. Results was that I´m sexualy immature and i can get turn on by everything men, women, old, young. But it was 3 years ago. Nothing change after that I´m still confused. Last month i told to myself: Ok, you are bisexual now, do whatever you want and i started to watch gay porn, but after 3 or 4 times it stoped to turn me on. So I thought that I´m just not that much into it. But today I watched it again and I´m scared that bisexuality is just way to become gay. The last thing is that I´m not turn on or atrracted by men in real life, nor picture of naked man. It has to be gay porn to turn me on. But I´m turned on by femdom, straight and lesbian porn too. I tried to stop watching porn a didn´t watch it for year. The confusion was smaller but it was still there.
