I'm a young male. Throughout my life, I have seen myself as straight. When I was younger, I gave a friend oral sex not knowing how sexual it was. However, throughout the years since then I've wanted to do it more and the only part of the male body that aroused me was the penis. Recently, I've became less and less sexually and physically attracted to women and more and more attracted to men. I first noted this when I couldn't ejaculate when I was watching straight pornography. Now, I find it barely arousing. On the other hand, gay pornography arouses me instantly! Am I actually gay?