Do you find when you're trying to figure yourself out that your mind plays games? In the sense that if I say girl my mind automatically changes to guy. If I try to say I might be bi or straight my mind immediately says gay, gay, gay. Or if I'm even looking at a girl, just in passing my mind is like you're gay, why are you even looking.
Yes. Yes. Yes. I've found myself halfway through some harmless, casual flirt with a girl, suddenly panicking that I'm putting on an act. I think that's the weirdest. Your brain is putting A LOT of resources to work on the subject.
Yup even if it's an innocent conversation. Just casually. Don't know what to make of it. I've been and slept with girls, enjoyed it. But I never had those issues before the doubt set in
