Hi I've had a few same-sex sexual encounters when I was between 5 to 10 years old with others that were around the same age. I started becoming aware that I was into the same sex when I was about a freshman in high school. At around that same time, I started to dive into depression which lasted years. I came out to my immediate family at a psychiatric hospital when I was 17-years-old. I've had two established relationships with females; one in middle school and the other in high school. I've also had two one-night-stands with men. I've never had an established relationship with another man. I remember one night, I was thinking about a close female friend of mine while (I hope this isn't too personal) I was fondling myself; and, I was starting to get an erection (she's the first female I've ever gotten an erection over). I then started to think about a pile of rocks where I got another erection. I also got a sort of blind erection; in other words, my penis began to erect out of no where. Now, it wasn't until quite recently that I really could get a chance and thoroughly ask myself, "Am I homosexual or bisexual?" After the incident of getting an erection by thinking of my female friend, I began to speculate that I might be bisexual. Hence, I've always considered myself a homosexual, but at times, I think that there may be a bisexual trait in me that could quite possibly be lying dormant. It troubles me from time to time. Is there a possibility that I am bisexual? For those of you that have taken the time to read my post and this thread, "Thank you" :icon_bigg I couldn't appreciate it more as well because I've been left in the dark a lot over a very troublesome past. Stay easy
Wolflover! :icon_bigg Thank you for your insight Is there a specific terminology for men that are bisexual with a preference for guys? This is a little nerve-racking to converse about, but sometimes when I'm with my mother; I sometimes glance at her cleavage or her rear-end even though I'm in the mindset of being gay. (I know it sounds a little incestuous, and I apologize if it upsets anyone). It goes the same with other women too. It's really irritating. Thanks again
It's possible you could be bisexual. But on the other hand if you can think about a pile of rocks and get aroused.... I really don't know what to think. :icon_ques Maybe you got aroused because you're pretty close with this girl. Some people need a strong personal connection with someone to get some type of arousal. As for looking at your mom's boobs, incest aside, even I can't resist looking at a good set of em. Boobs are just pretty awesome So maybe you're gay, maybe you're bi. Just do a bit more self-exploration and come up with something then.
Hi Killswitch0029, thanks for your reply dude I just got done watching some pornography. I took it to extremes where I began with watching lesbian porn; I then watched straight porn; and, I ended with gay porn. The lesbian porn I found weird. The straight porn aroused me minutely. The gay porn I was watching, at first, didn't seem interesting; but, when both men kissed ... I felt like my soul ascended into zenith with the most breath-taking emotion! I was blown away! As for getting an erection over my first female; a pile of rocks; and, the blind erection; I think my body is still under development. I'm definitely a homosexual :icon_bigg Case closed :lol: Thanks for the help guys :eusa_clap
