Okay..here goes. Someone please offer advice..Short bio. Female who was married 17 years to man. Divorced. Married 6 years to abusive man..Single now for 7 years. I've dated men on and off..However, nothing works out and I never feel comfortable. Okay. Here are some self realizations I've made at age 47...Penises disgust me. I have never been able to watch porn..Not just from religious beliefs but because it disgusts me. However..I have found some non-smutty love scenes between two women to be very arousing. I am starting to think that I have forced myself straight all these years. (In high school I had a bestie and everyone speculated we were a couple)..Hmmmmmm.... So..any input appreciated.
