I love visioning me kissing these two girls I like. I don't know why but I can't shake my mind of thinking of like publicly dancing with my (girl) andanother girl dancing together. I wouldn't mind holding hands in pubic but not dancing or kissing maybe. Why don't I like that?
It cold just be you enjoy the ides of PDA or are nervous about being so public with something personal like kissing.
Like smores said you probably aren't into PDA. When you think about kissing this/these girls in public or dancing with them, what kind of things bother you or make you feel uncomfortable about it ? Is it people looking at you, the possibility of maybe facing homophobia or ?
Sounds like PDA just isn't your thing. Some people like it, some can't do it at all, some tolerate it for their partner but, don't really like it. Just like some people like this or that flavor of ice cream, no big deal, just what you like or don't like.
Because you don't like PDA. I don't like it either and I don't really like seeing it in public, even from straight couples.
PDA is really hard. I'm happy if my gf holds my hand in public. If she kissed me...... I think you have to be realistic as opposed to the fantasy world that you would like to inhabit but none of us do.
