I need help, I am unsure about my sexuality in all honestly. I do not know if I am gay, straight, bi, or ace. I just don't know. Let me start at the beginning. Back when I was in high school I never really dated. I just was more focused on my school work, and never dated much. I was asked I once by a girl and turned her down to lack of interest. Later I met a girl in my sophomore year that I dated until my second year in college. Now over the course of this time I spent with her, I never slept with her, or made out with her. I don't know why I never did any of those things. Part of me thinks that I just was not interested, or just scared to do anything. I not the most brave man. As a result, she broke up with me since I never did anything with her. I was incredibly upset because I was attached to her. So this is one major part of my questioning because during the relationship, I looked at images (you know what I mean) of men frequently. I always had this thing for gay couples I don't quite know what it is though. After awhile I told myself that I had to stop looking at these pictures because I thought I was straight, and I started looking at images with straight couples, but after awhile I went back to gay stuff, and I have not looked at an image involving an image for a long time. In IRL, I notice men who walk by, I look at their muscles and cannot stop staring. I do not know if I look at them because I am admiring their bodies, or I am attracted to them. I never had had a man crush, but I only had a feeling for that girl I dated because I was with her for a long time. Other women typically do not interest me in anyway, but sometimes I think they do. This is what I am talking about. I really do not know, what my feelings are telling me since I never have had to deal with this before. This is actually my first time seeking help. I am desperate for this issue to be resolved since I have been battling this in my head since my freshman year in college, and I just want answers. Now in real life this causes me anxiety since I do not like to have uncertainty.
