If 99% of my sexual fantasies involve women and I can only orgasm if I'm with a woman or imagining I'm with a woman, does that mean I'm lesbian/bisexual? I've only ever been in love with guys though and I don't have many close female friends. My sexual attraction for women is usually women in porn, not anyone I know personally. I've had boyfriends/sex with guys and the only thing that I really enjoy about fooling around with guys is the idea that the guy is really into me, so that makes me feel good about myself, but I don't think I've actually orgasmed with a guy but only if I tried to imagine myself with a woman somehow (I know that's hard). I don't find men's bodies sexually attractive, but I thought all straight women think that way, and that it's really only gay guys who find men physically attractive, is that right? I find some male celebs very cute and have crushed on some, like Brandon Flowers (lead singer of the Killers), but I have a feeling he is a closeted gay (see, for example the songs "Andy, You're a Star" and "Where the White Boys Dance") and seeing him perform/interview when he was younger, he strikes me as a very pretty gay boy. But I know that he has recently reaffirmed his Mormon faith and is married with like 4 kids, and his songs have gotten much blander/more mainstream I think as a result (they were awesome, more passionate and beautiful when he seemed more gay). In any case, any thoughts welcome!
