General wondering...ment

Any one get the title reference? No? ok..

Not sure why I did that.

I'm here because, I'm questioning my sexual orientation.

Evidence would show that I am a straight male, with an open mind sexually (straight-wise), to most things. I've never questioned my sexuality before, enough to come to some place like this.

Obviously though, there are some things I'm slightly confused about.

As a man, I like pornography. That's a given. That's not the topic of this post, just a tid-bit (sp?). I grew up liking women, the female form, etc. I love it, it's beautiful, end of discussion. Sort of. I have watched gay pornography also, after having watched "straight" porn (god, straight porn? Has anyone ever called it that before?).

When I was in high school, like early on, I would get excited at the prospect of googling naughty things. They were always, and I mean always straight desires.

[I deleted this paragraph as I was unsure as to how much detail I should go into. I've read the rules and with common sense, get that I shouldn't be going 18+ here. I guess what I wanted to explain was just possible evidence as to why I'm having doubts about things].

I've been in straight relationships my whole life, I liked a girl when I was 4, and have dated only women ever since. As far as I can remember, I've never looked at a boy/man that I've known/know now, and felt attracted in any way, the same way I do a woman. I've never had a internal moment thinking "mm, yum" at some guy on the train, as I do with women. So I whole-heartedly am trying to tell myself I'm over thinking things.

I feel like, I'm just a typical straight male who is open sexually, to both genders, but have only experienced feelings for females.

Am I just overthinking things here, should I be bothering at all to ask for advice? It's starting to affect my day to day life, work etc. I guess part of me just wants a mental hug.