hi everyone, I hope someone can help me. I feel like something is wrong with me, like what I'm feeling is too weird, wrong and not acceptable by other people. maybe it isn't. who knows, maybe it's just a phase, but I feel bad thinking about it, knowing that other people would think it so wrong and also sad because it probably won't happen. so how can I explain? it started when I noticed many years ago that I love watching two boys kiss, I know there are other girls like that too, but it changed into something more, and it may just sound like some sexual fantasy, but when I think about my dream relationship, it's a romantic relationship between me and two men. what am I? how do I deal with it? I just try my best to hide that I have those thoughts and feelings, but it kills me inside cause I want a relationship like that so bad.
