I had always thought that I am straight. But now I am questioning my sexuality. I was never really attracted to boys. I liked some boys's faces but nothing more. I don't like abs, muscles, and things like that. But I like girls's breasts, backs, legs. I kissed a girl and I am attracted to her and I have touched her breasts and back and I liked it. I always touch girls's "things" and my friends think I am crazy. I have never kissed a boy and I really don't want to. I watch porn and I like when I see girls, vagina, breasts, but about boys...i like only their penises. I don't know what means this. I really don't understand how can girls like boys's abs or backs, I think only girls can be sexy when it comes to body. I don't find boys sexy. While other girls are falling in love with boys I am really fallen in love with a girl since about 7,8 months. I really wanna marry her even if I am only 14 years old. Right now, she is my first and only love. I really can't understand what is my sexual orientation.