I had always thought that I am straight. But now I am questioning my sexuality. I was never really attracted to boys. I liked some boys's faces but nothing more. I don't like abs, muscles, and things like that. But I like girls's boobs, backs, legs. I kissed a girl and I am attracted to her and I have touched her boobs and back and I liked it. I always touch girls's "things" and my friends think I am crazy. I have never kissed a boy and I really don't want to. I watch porn and I like when I see girls, vagina, boobs, but about boys...i like only their penises. I don't know what means this. I really don't understand how can girls like boys's abs or backs, I think only girls can be sexy when it comes to body. I don't find boys sexy. While other girls are falling in love with boys I am really fallen in love with a girl since about 7,8 months. I really wanna marry her even if I am only 14 years old. Right now, she is my first and only love. I really can't understand what is my sexual orientation
I think you are a lesbian. You say that you have never really liked boys and you don't find anything that most of girls seem to like in guys attractive. You kissed a girl and liked it: you don't want to kiss a guy. You say that you are in love with a girl. Also, I understand the wanting to marry a girl even though you're too young. I hope this helps, good luck figuring this out!
I agree with MewDew. Everything that you've said seems to indicate that you are not interested in boys but that you are interested in girls. You even say yourself in the beginning of your post that you've never really been attracted to boys, but then at the end of your post you surprisingly say that you are really confused about your sexuality. Well... didn't you already figure it out yourself at the beginning of your post, since you said you don't really feel attracted to boys? Maybe you already know deep down what your sexuality most likely is. It can be a lot to process that you are gay. So, the real challenge for you right now might be to accept that you are.
When I first read through your post I didn't see your profile and I thought you were a boy (really sorry about that!), because - yes, it doe sound like a straight boy. However, I've seen your profile and I agree with MewDew and Loveislife, you might be a Lesbian. If you feel like you want to talk to someone, you can always talk to me, just so you know I hope I could help you figuring things out ^^
You sound like a lesbian to me. But there's no need to rush into labels if you still have doubts. Give yourself time to sort out your feelings, you'll figure yourself out in due time.
