Greetings everybody. A few months ago, I randomly joined some sort of online community I had suddenly gained an interest in. I chatted with the people there and they seemed quite friendly. Then at the start of this year, I suddenly felt like I had fallen in love with someone on there and that surprised me because I had not felt anything quite like it for anyone else before and I then felt worried and scared because the person I felt like I had fallen in love with was a guy. When I noticed this, I tried to avoid thinking about it and I even tried to convince myself it was something else I was feeling but I was not able to and I got a headache as a result of that attempt and no matter what other possibility I came up with, love seemed to be what I was most likely feeling. I have slowly started getting used to this feeling since It does not give me a headache anymore but I'm still somewhat confused about it, I'm not even sure If what I felt was genuine or if it even is what I think it is. Then in this month, I became a bit more confused about myself after another guy from that community told me he had a crush on me and after he did that, it almost felt as if my feelings had changed somehow, like I had fallen in love them instead or something like that. I have no idea what I'm doing or what I should be doing about this situation, this is all quite new to me and It's been difficult to focus on daily tasks because of this confusion and uncertainty. Thank you.
