I will try to be brief. When I was younger I never had an interest in women. At all. It never crossed my mind. I did have a best friend in high school who we were pretty much in a relationship with out the sexual part. I did date a male when I was 17 for 2 years and I thought I did love him at that time. Since then I have dated guys but I've always had a problem with sexual attraction to men. I would just talk a lot of shit and talk myself into loving it even though it's never really come naturally to me. Then i started working with a girl last year and I had and still have never been more attracted to anyone before in my life. I was just like f *ck. so sexually atttracted to her. It all made sense to me. However, I still find it very weird. Since then I have no interest in men. And am almost repulsed. It's very weird. I have slept with women but have never dated a women.
Hey! You are not weird, and you are certainly not the only one who is experiencing these feelings!!! I can somewhat relate to your story, actually. It's great that you've figured yourself out! Is there anything in particular that you want to ask us?
I consider myself a lesbian. But it is still so new? I don't know how to deal with girls. I find it difficult people are like what ? How? And just don't believe me. And on top of this I work with a lesbian at work who is playing games with me. And I need to figure out how t get out of her game
