Was Masturbation different once you swung the other way?

So... for the very first time ever, I checked out some gay porn today.
Granted, it was furry porn, but that was for two reasons: 1, I don't find your typical guy all that attractive, mainly in the face and somewhat in the build. I have very particular tastes; somewhat more androgynous I would think. So your average gay porn would likely turn me off or at least not do much. 2, there's something more sensual about drawn porn. There's a special kind of care and finesse put into it to make it just the right amount of intense and arousing.

Anyway, this was the first time I checked out any form of gay porn in order to get myself off.

And... wow, it was... better.

I don't think I've ever felt so... light. So cool and calm, like I'm floating on water. Or so comforted, like an imaginary lover is with me in the room as I do it and like... hugging me from behind or something. It was just this myriad of feelings that made the whole experience so fresh and so much more fulfilling than any other time I've masturbated in maybe... YEARS!

I think I want to cry it felt so nice. Not like, the greatest orgasm in the world, cause it was very soft and subtle. But I think that's a big part of what was so nice about it.

I'm sorry if I'm describing this too much, but... has ANYONE else ever had this happen to them once they started embracing their new orientation and their new sexual attractions?