I feel really stupid writing this but I hate not knowing. I know I like girls. I'm not sure if I like guys or not. I have never had a crush on a guy. I haven't ever kissed anyone or been flirted with . I have found Maybe 3 guys in my classes before good looking. I have also found a handful of male celebrities very good looking. I watch both lesbian and straight porn. I do find some of the guys attractive but it isn't that often. I am interested in having sex with a guy and I think about having a boyfriend. I'm not sure if this is just because people only let you think you're straight and only teach you about straight relationships or if it's just me. When my friends talk about how good looking a guy is sometimes I feel uncomfortable or think ew hell no; not him. Thanks for reading
